Love does fades even though you hold on to it for many years ...

After so many years , 
I am still thinking about that girl , 
Although i don't know why i am in love with her , 
But i feel that my mind have been brainwashed after what i hear , 
All kinds of bad stuff she did which is not clear , 
Which makes me kinda confuse and blur ,
Whether i am going to move further , 
Or should i stay farther ,
Until those rumours stops coming toward my ears , 
And makes me feel that my heart is being hurled , 
Far far away from what i think about her is dear ...